EXISTENCE- 19 Years

For the information of my readers, I celebrated my birthday last Feb. 20, 2013. Yesterday. I bet you knew this feeling, that feeling when your birthday is approaching and you're expecting things will turn out the way you want it and there's the question, "What if, it won't happen the way I want it?"

[Can I have a little commercial here? Well, I really really really thank my mama and papa for bringing me on this world, because without them, I may not enjoy this kind of joy celebrating my birthday. I love you!]

FYI, I really squeeze my birthday in the legal holidays indicated in my planner, because 20th of February will be my time to shine and be fancy just the way I want it.

I'm pretty nervous of how my special day will roll, though I am pretty much happy because I got so many greetings in any kind.

Moving on, by fate or through my strong prayers, our prof didn't attend for our last subject so, my super friends namely, Jerson, Jewel, Imelda, Krishan, James, Elogene, Gem, Jed (?), and some good pals, decided to make our own version of the very popular free style dance The Harlem Shake, I'll post my video, love, we got some sort of editings to do. But making that video was the most hilarious phase of my day. That was so fun! We laugh, dance our ass out, and laugh again.

Anyway, after that super epic dance, we pull out the pizza which Ate Imelda brought for me, which brings kilig. Hihi. We stopped by to buy some Milk Tea to freshen up and then went to the garden to eat. We took pictures and laugh again. Laugh. Laugh. Laugh.

Yes, this is far better than my 18th birthday. As in. I hoped that we can really stop the time. -_-

At 9:30pm, I have to attend my devotional prayer, in that way, I am also meeting someone... special.

After seeing him, I concluded that, my 19th birthday was the best-est birthday so far. Yes!

Wanna know what I received for my birthday? :)

Shakey's Pizza c/o Ate Imelda

Super sweet card, and super sweet treat from an awesome friend, Jerson Plaviano.

I cried when I read the card. I was like, this was real?

From Sir Ian, Thankyou sir! :)

Aton's Treat

This was so rad. I was like, OMG x 100000.

This candle has an issue. :) And I won't tell. :D

Doodle.

This really brings the tears. 

I will let you watch the full video when I finished uploading it. Hihi.

Plus gifts from Astron: Piggyback ride and a full blast of Harlem Shake. Thank you labs! :*

Well, I didn't really received materials things here, but most of all, what I received is precious efforts, time and love.

Thank you guys for being a part of my celebration attaining 19 years of existence! Ang saya, bente na baon ko! :D

And for this, I will not waste any single effort you vested on me. Promise! I'll be good. :))

Pretty sleepy. -_- Goodnight, loves. Thanks for reading.

 EXISTENCE: 18 and 1/8 years old.

Sugar Rush 2Hours before Valentines

At February 13, things go epic.

I do not actually celebrate Valentines for some reasons, first, it's against religious grounds, second, it is too overrated that it became so much cheesy and corny. Eeew.

13th of February, I get myself tired because of rehearsals, academic stuffs, workshop which really shake my energy to the.. lets say, 98th level. And I'm too drained, and unfortunately, I have to walk myself home on about 2 km.

That time, I had to meet this wonderful guy to bade my goodbye because I'm planning to go home in Pangasinan to escape and take a leave from my manpower duty. Hiiih.

We meet half way home, talked a bit, he insisted to take my paper bag which I am carrying all way long, and  where I put my working clothes.

I am really grateful that we met, bade goodbyes for we won't see each other for atleast 3days. Eheeeh.

I attended a church meeting around 9PM.. And my energy level was decreased by 1% from 2%, do the Math.

I am retiring in my bed when I remembered to fix my messy used clothes before sleeping, and I noticed a checkered box on the paper bag, I curiously recollected where did I got this box, and oh! I remember, Aton, did hold my bag. It took me by surprise, and sugar rushed. My sleepiness faded and took a peek of what he got for me.. Here it was..

He's sooo magalang. :D

This will really make you sugar rushed, or kilig. :D

Hihihi. <3 I may not have a romantic date or I may not slammed at the UP Fair, atleast I have chocolates and good handwritten letter. :)

This is how my Valentines roll. :D

Zombie mind, 5th day

Okay, I can't hold it in.. I'm randomly, okay, mostly, pre-occupied in this whole 5 centuries because of you..

Why I'm missing this jerk? Why he's not texting me for the past five days? Okay, busy? Well, I guess no. And then why?

You really don't mind if someone is missing you, right? Selfish. You didn't realize that someone is thinking of you every now and then, worrying if you're fine or not. But I guess, you are sooo fine, noob.

I will burn everything you gave in your doorway. Or better yet, I will burn your doorway and your house down.

Well, this is all I wanna say, just take care because I'm worrying a lot. Sleep on time and don't get yourself too drunk. I hope you'll always have a goodnight sleep without any bad dreams. I hope you eat healthy foods, on time. Keep yourself happy. Eliminate stress. Smile. Laugh and live your life to the fullest.

This is me, worried on your whereabouts.

I hate you I miss you, asshole.

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     I might know a lot but I knew you. I might been happy with many but I became happier with you. I may forget them but I won't forget you.

     How you laugh, how you made me laugh. How you held my hand, and how I held yours. It was like yesterday through that fancy sunset along the bay.

     Pick up the pieces, along the memoirs of the sight, sky turning blue to shades of yellow and oranges to the clasping serenity of the starry night.

     The smiles with our weary feet escaping the streets. As we challenged each others' energy through the ecstatic light of the city which was sweet.

I might meet many, but I met you. I might look for many, but I'm still finding you. I might walk to someone but my way was leading to you.

I might not see you in the crowded roads of foolish hearts, but atleast I feel that it's not the end but our start.

I might run out of love but you won't, I might cry my heart out, but you'll stay strong to solve the puzzles that plays as our distance apart.

You're like a book I timelessly read in the night of bliss, with my favorite words, full of surprises and forever I'll cherish.

You're the science, I'm looking for. You're the faith that I'm praying for. Lovely moments we shared might be forgotten in the hands of time unfold.

But not my love for you. We will be drifted apart, but not in our hearts. In our dreams we can still tell stories and hold hands.

I kissed the morning dew and hugged the singing sunshine, with our hearts apart but I will meet you in the finish line.

Longing will be repay sooner, because I believe in you.. Last three words in this lyric of love for you.. I miss you, love. It is true.

-Kimberley