New Year’s Resolution's of a Little Kid

During Elementary to High School we’ve been assigned every year to do a teensy weensy list about the things we pledge to change, to do, to steadfast on the coming year. Well, making new year resolution is super. Because you will think of things you want to improve and change in yourself but as if you will gonna do it.

Because it was awesome to make resolutions, I had my own too. Let me share it with you.

1.       Thinking before speaking.

Okay, guilty, I am a little bit, offensive person. But it’s not like that, let’s just say that I am thinking while I’m speaking. Sometimes, I have said 10words already ‘til I realize that what I said was highly inappropriate in the situation, and I can’t bring it back anymore.

2.       Lose weight and [hopefully] gain height.

I am actually on a diet, in this whole vacation galore, I’ve been spending my morning custom in my crusade to get a better figure and healthy body. I need more patience and discipline, nevertheless. And to eat healthy foods. To add a few inches in my height, was a dream. Haha. Yes, it was. I am teased for my petite physique. Hello bullies! Just wait, I’ll jump and jump this New Year, and when I become taller than you, I will crush you down to pieces! :P

3.       To find Le Grand Amour.

This is not a wish. :D

4.       To study even harder.

I know, being in a college, needs a lot of stretching bones, and I stretched it to the edge but I think it isn’t enough. That is why, I will work my ass off, much harder and more serious.

5.       To make new friends.

I have friends, alright. But it is cool, to have new friends also. I remember, when I was in my first year in college, I don’t have any friends. Acquaintance, maybe. But not to the point that you will hangout together. That is because, I’m a little bit uptight, and I can’t ride on their spree. But now, I have numerous friends, and I’m being so boastful about it! Haha

6.       To minimize my gags in my siblings that causes fight, sometimes.

So much for Ms. USA/ Ms. Universe’s sibling quarrels. I usually play jokes to my sisters, sometimes, they are not into it. But I still pursue my fancy jokes, and I made them pissed. Hihi. Anyway, I may just refrain doing that, to minimize quarrels in the house.

7.       To participate, and join the advocacy to save the Earth.

After all this year’s catastrophe, saving the environment is a must. True. This MUST be on your resolution too, love.

8.       To become a better person.

This is a conclusion, actually. We all made mistakes, made wrong decisions, did something that hurt somebody, right? But let’s think, as long as we were about to face a new year, we also given the chance to make things right and make up all things that didn’t went so well. Ever year, every month, every day, every minute, every second is a chance, true story.

It only means that you have the time to forfeit the pride, and forgive and ask for forgiveness. The nerve to turn your back in to the vices you used to have. To thank people for making your life happy. To kneel down, pray, and be blessed before the Mayans troll our 2013 and faux the doomsday again. (-_-“)

Happy New Year, love! Godbless!

Single Person’s Melancholy

People who was screwed on relationships always has nitpicks about themselves, true. Like, “I’m unhappy.” “I need a hug.” “I’m ugly, I’m fat.” “Those couple will end up screwed…too.”

Well, that is normal, especially when you were still bitter about how you end up being single.

Having a relationship is highly overrated, being a single, aside. With all due respect to my friends who were in relationship. Boy-Girl mutual commitment has obviously has its bad side too. That is why, I am here to ease the ego of my bitter-o-bitter friends. Oh, okay, like me.

- When you are single, you can do whatever you wanna do and go wherever you wanna go.

Sure, this is right. There’s no one to block your way to happiness and enjoyment. Mostly, to my girl friends with conservative boyfriends. We, girls can have fun too.

- You don’t have to feel insecure about yourself.

Yes, another truth, you don’t have to dress up for your love and mostly to look presentable next to him/ her. But another thing, when you were single, you can dress better than before to show that instead of being haggard and wasted because of your loneliness, you became pretty, well-dressed and blooming.

- You can befriend to anyone.

Having a bf/gf sets limitation for you to grow. Is it the appropriate words? To grow? Maybe, because concerning on someone’s feeling sets wall for you to socialize to others and to know new knowledge. Someone once said that, “Knowing million people, only means knowing million stories.” And you will learn from that stories, but if you are hesitated to know them, you are also hesitated to learn, right?

- You don’t have to worry, cry, gets angry, paranoid because of someone.

Sure. This is bad. Because when your bf/gf go out with his/her friends, even he/she said that he will behave, and he/she have your trust, there still a little worries about his whereabouts. It will keep you unsleepy, turn to eyebags, turn to aging, turn to worry lines, turn to being ugly. Err.

- You don’t have to think how to make someone happy.

Check. Admit it. It is hard to please someone with such high standards. It will forfeit big budget, lot of brainstorming, lot of time. I’m not abolishing driven efforts here. But we should really consider this.

- You can focus on much more essential things.

Sometimes, relationship is an interference. You know, instead of pleasing your parents because you study hard, pleasing your bf/gf becomes the main thing. So, sometimes, it became a hindrance to the things, eventually, much more important than having a relationship.

Really, I hate to look like I’m bitter here, but as a personal experience, love isn’t that good. Or maybe it’s just me. Maybe I can’t handle relationships like long-time partners does. But I just want this to serve as a suppressor to those broken hearts.

I know, you also have your own have pros and cons in your mind about if it’s good or bad to be single. But we all need is time. We should not treat relationships just as a piece of cake. Because, we just can’t say that.. “Hey, I love you forever.” Because in love, forever has an end. We just can’t trust pinky promises. There’s no glass shoes, tower or seven dwarfs. And everything will change, eventually. So take your time kiddo, slow down, stay happy and the right love in the right time will surely arrived with its noble steed, a shield and a sword. Haha! Again, be happy! J

Doomsday Conspiracy

I know, some of us, was being frantic about the happening in the 21^st of December, 2012. Well, love, is it really the end of the world? If it is, I had made a few pointers you might wanna do before the world vanished, just in case.

1.       Praise GOD.

We should, definitely. Because we all know that GOD, can save us in anything that will happen. With all due respect to our atheist friends, we believe that if you believe in Him and obey His commandments, you will surely be save when Judgement Day comes.

2.       Eat your favorite foods.

Since we don’t know what will happen, we should pamper ourselves with foods we bitterly and painfully avoided because of the strict diet. Why give boundaries for your happiness if you will soon vanish, anyway? Let’s forget the calories and carbs and cholesterols and dig in to our favorite foods.

3.       Forgive and Forget.

Actually, this was one of the best way to be happy.. Life will be easier if you wash away grudges in your heart. And since we are talking about the last minutes of your life, you should forgive and forget, because you will never had the chance to do that in your after life.

4.       Ask for forgiveness to the people you hurt.

This is indeed necessary, as important as number 3. You don’t want to die with flaws and grudges, right? Even in soap operas and movies, they do this. Much more in reality. As I said, you will never had the chance to do this later.

5.       Go to the places you love.

It might be the end, and you will not see the places with wrapped great moments and memories.

6.       Tell your love ones how much you love them.

This is suggested specially to those who have an introvert personality that keeps their feelings in the shadows. I mean, you should express your feelings before it’s too late and there’s no time for you to say.. “I love you mama, papa.”

7.       Do the things you didn’t do before.

This is the last time you will do something stupid, that’s why, lubus lubusin mo na, as they said. Step out in your comfort zone and raise you crazy level a bit as usual, for example, plank in the middle of the road, pee in public, ring the doorbell of your neighbor and then run. There’s a lot of things that looks obnoxious to those who are living the “good life” but to others it will be the best things that you will experience in your life.

                What I am trying to say here, doomsday or not, you should live the life you want to live. Maybe it was bound with limitations, but there’s nothing wrong about being happy once in a while. I don’t know what will happen on Friday, but here’s what I do know, you should live happily and God-fearing with a zing energy and optimism, live a life and do the things you want, love. Earth will not end on the 21st, anyway, believe me. No one knows, actually. Have a nice one! J

P.S: Sorry, love, for elaborating things too short. I am actually really sleepy, and I can’t focus because of something I just knew that keeps me pre-occupied. L

On the 20th of February

It will be 75 days before my birthday and I am now brainstorming things I want to have so I make a brief wishlist. Well, you see I am pretty easy to please, my happiness standard is too low so I am here to convince you why I want them..

1.     Cake, balloons, and flowers

- This is a little bit for a child but I want it. My 18^th birthday celebration was not like it so I am super wanted it.

2.     A box of butter cookies

- Favorite. Since I was a little kid. Really. Haha. I just want the feeling that your cheeks and jawbone freezes because of the sweetness.

3.     Books of Sidney Sheldon and Bob Ong

- Yes, I am a bookworm, I love to read in my free time, err, yes, even it’s not my free time. I’m really attached to books, unfortunately I can’t affords books even from “Books For Less”, I’m poor. Period.

4.     CD of Gloc-9, Eminem, and Parokya Ni Edgar

- Okay, if you know me, I dream to be a rapper. And Gloc-9 and Eminem are my idol and PNE. When I’m scanning my phone’s playlist, my eyes was really searching for their songs. They rock. \m/

5.     Red wine and white wine

- Honestly, I never drank one of them because.. I don’t know. Bakit nga ba? I just want in my birthday, I can have the chance to drink even one of those wines.

6.     Different size of paint brushes, acrylic paint, 48 watercolors, 11”x 18” Sketchpad, Watercolor paper, 48 colored pencils, 3b and 6b drawing pencils

- Okay, once, I ask my mama to give me money to buy this things, but I can’t ask for more that’s why I can’t buy them all. L I dream to be an artist or a fashion designer though, I admit, I can’t draw beautiful things like others can but I’m really sure to pursue my dreams.

7.     An Ironman or Captain America shirt

- You see, I am a fan of this avengers. I idolize them so much and having a shirt with their printed logo or faces will be totally super.

8.     Lastly, a complete family

- This wish was consistent in my list and hoping every year to be granted. But I’m really aware that having your parents away means a good future. So I won’t be tired to wish this and wait.

                Tears wiped.

                I planned to grant my own wishes. Haha. That’s why I am having a time out for spending too much. Haha!

                Well, thanks for reading, love. Have a nice day! J

The nature, the future, and the hero

People of the Philippines was really startled, shocked and terrified as the Typhoon Pablo roamed and left a extreme damage in our country especially in Visayas region. While watching TV, I see how people of all ages rescued and it gives me shivers. As if their feelings was passed on me through the screen. As the dead and missing people increased the hopes of the ‘pinoys are decreasing.

                Why now? Why calamities and disaster were getting 10 times more furious than before? I have my own answer to that question, it’s because people now, are much more greedy, selfish and irresponsible. Who we are supposed to blame in this charade of death and misery? Is it the West Monsoon? The Sharks? Greek Gods and Goddesses? China? Or YOU?!

                Human. A delicate, most intelligent, most emotional creation that God made. Too bad, even greediness, gluttony, irresponsibility and misery was also written in the Bible. Destroying our environment is like destroying yourself. Who will reap this vicious cutting of trees without replacing them? Who will kill themselves for burning plastics and rubbers and who will end up dead because of air pollution? Aren’t you afraid? Maybe now, no. But what if you wake up in the morning by a loud thud from underground and your house has been swallowed by the ground? Or what if you have to live in a raft because the whole city was flooded? Or what if an angry storm, washed out your property including your business, house and family?

Pal, there’s nothing more painful than finding your missing family in the line of dead bodies in the streets, and keep asking the rescuers to find them, and praying that they are still alive, and you will surely, blame yourself for this.

                Fellow people. Let’s CHANGE! The betterment starts with an act of random kindness to nature.

                Why use plastic if we can use reusable eco bags? Why burn bottle of waters, containers and tires if we can recycle them to much better helpful things? Why experiencing floods if we can prevent them by planting trees? Why throw garbage everywhere, if you can segregate and divide the non-biodegradable and biodegradable things?

                Why we just act and change when we were already punished? Let’s move now while we have time to change things. If you ignore this signs and warnings from nature, 5 years or so, you might buying your own canned purified fresh air.

                Shall we wait for the next disaster to beat us and teach us lessons? We can blame no one except ourselves in this, if we didn’t abused nature we still can picture a better future. Let’s think for our family and friends and to the next generations who wish to have a better environment, that’s why, let’s think always that we are the superheroes for kids of tomorrow, and you will say one day that, “I once save the Earth.”

 And the super power we have was the laser eyes with extreme DISCIPLINE, we can teleport INITIATIVE and we can give KINDNESS faster than the lightning.

                Always remember, one act of random kindness, can change the world, hero. J